When I got to university I had pictured it as a haven to intellectuals that had no other priority but to feed their knowledge.But truth be told the best I landed was a generation of money-hungry monsters that had nothing else but the RAND in their minds.See I soon found out that the truth to girls was nothing but a cushion they laid their heads on to find solace when the lights are on.I too nearly fell trap to questioning if this was not the yellow brick road I wanted to take .....A road that was promised to be paved with gold linings and a self that was "FOREVER NEW". I soon found myself isolating myself from freinds that were near and dear to my heart that felt like standing up for the right thing was not more important than the actual truth and "right "we know.See to them shying away from the courageous minority that stood to shout that particular incidences are wrong was just not a priority enough.Now get me right i'm hardly one to judge nor talk about people as I feel that I am way into deep with my own issues of sexuality& the morality debate.But what lies ahead is the fact that there are certain issues that are what they are... being WRONG!
The issue at hand is the issue of younger people(considerably younger) dating older men for financial security or a quick weave.See there is alot I can say about the issue but fact remains it is isuch that corodes our society .It is the sexual immorality that lies between both parties that leads to a questionable doubt about us.How does one sleep with the thought of their dad's peer breathing down there throat in a sexual manner? Is it anything to be proud? I certainly say not.Today I lost freinds as I dared to defend a point, that we all know deep down irregardless of the vein it comes from.I still this stand on the pride that i shall never nor will ever stoop to such lengths when there is always an option of working hader or waitering to pay bills.Call me judgemental or not but I'd like to consider myself as part of the sexual minority that still has their morals (I'm gay so...) in check .I can only hope that the next generation will not stoop to such lows to secure that they have some "Mango" in their closets or should I say baskets.
I can't judge as no other sin is above any but for now I can only hope that I have the strength and tenacity to go through all odds.The patience to wait for my hard earned pure rewards that are not dripping in no morally negligent old man sweat .I can only pray that such battles as tonight were not in vain as they are building blocks to what we were taught.Call me a Judger or a hater but i can only hold my opinoins that may fall short to yours but deep down you will know there was some echoe of truth that shall resonate to you way after I have left the room.
P.S
To all I have lost and will carry on loosing in my life because I choose to be real to what we all know .... Revolution for change was not sparked by those who sat in comfort ...But by those who put themselves in the firing line.I will still hold on to my views of truth amidst this found trend to be immoral........To the girl that reads this ....Don't do it cause at the end of it all you know it is wrong as why do you not speak of it ,why do you not look your mom in the eye no more and tell her how you got Peruvianed up..Why do you wake up in the middle of the night tossing and turning in need of prayer? Why do you have to defend yourself so much ?Why do you twitch when an elder walks past knowing very well they ought to be nothing but inspiration to you...Not inspiration to a life of sexual escapades that pay ,not with currency but your soul even worse your life?.........But yet again what do I know I am just a gay man trying to make sense of it all
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