I decided to steal this idea after reading a blog that i've lately fallen inlove with.The idea is to free type for two minutes without the hurdles and inhabbitions of worrying about typos and spelling nor grammar.So here goes my first attempt....
Lately i been going through alot ,see even as i'm typing this alot is going through my mind as i feel like i have so much to share ,well cry about i guess.Not all has been going well but so is life .One of the most saddest things happened to me ,I fainted and had a black out last week and ended up with a burst lip most tragical of all i lost my front tooth.But i guess the lesson i can take here is to look beyond my looks and physical appeal,as everyone around should choose to be around me cause of my personality.Another thing has been my studying habbits ,see i'm trying really hard to change but at times i find myself wondering if i want this enough and then the hardcore realities creep in to remind me that i NEED it enough.So i guess im going to troop on .Nomfundo reminded me of a very important life lesson yesterday that some other things in life just need to be done! I guess this is one of them for me.
Alot of things seem to not make sense in my life right now but on the bright side i'm getting so much better at praying ,my relationship with god is slowly improving .I wanna get to a point where i have hourly conversations with him ,thats where i wanna be spiritually.Just like that i guess this little space and habbit i'm doing now is gonna be it too .Oooh before i forget my love life is also not making sense but i guess not all will always be peachy and roses, one just has to remind themselves of why they in it ...See i really like him but at times he makes it so hard for me to build on more to what we have .What makes it worse is that he really is a great guy but just like all guys, he is a guy.Too much of a man's man i guess.
Just like that two minutes is over...I think i'll do this more often.As to what i hope to achieve with this i dont know but it sure does feel good.Now i have to go and try and get some sleep, not really a fan of my sleeping habbits as im still trying to rectify them so that everyday i learn to wake up as early as possible ....as we all know the early bird gets the worm , im tired of being late! On that note Peace ,Love and Inner Happiness
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