Nothing but My Truth!......(and all the fuckery i come with)

So I have been feeling a bit jaded lately ...and I have discovered that whenever I do feel this way the best therapy for me is to strip myself down of everything.See I wear this gay mask occasionally that can be very tiring at times and  one would ask the logical question that i dread asking myself " why do you do it then ,like why do you wear it then?"

 Well its simple as its a coping mechanism,see the world can strip you of yourself ,so its much easier to not let them fully in .But day by day im finding it easier to let the true me show ....the me that is stripped of the assets that society dictates to us that we must be.. argue or not we all are social beings.Its just that I'm honest enough to admit to what extent society dictates my life and its not all controlled by it but that little part that is influenced by society still pisses me off! But enough about my rants and ravings,I discovered the camera that my laptop has couple of months back and boy is it my new "Dr Phil".See the camera is the one place in which I see the real me ,bare ...in all my essence .I like the feeling of having no make-up on as these moments are usually after my long Radox minty shower in which I get to wash all of societies bondages , lies and fake air-to-dry kisses and hugs off me..after these moments im left with the reality which is me and all the fuckery i come with .